Dark Soul's Confession

My life lost it purpose…
Eyes staring at the empty sky
that collapse gradually
under the sinful cloud of betrayal…


Sharp words slice the pale skin
rip the breathless soul
and torn the weak conviction…


YES!


I ADMIT THAT I’M THE BITCH!


You’re gazing at me as if you do no mistake!
As if I’m the really one who become a shameless slut!



ACCEPT YOUR OWN FATE!!!


Blood-tasted tongue tries its best to kept hurtful string of words
from wounding your heart…

How Weird~ Me or People?

Dear people,

Please forgive me, but first

in this post I'm not trying to brag about anything

since I have nothing to brag about...

I just often get confused,

either by how I look at myself or how people stare at me...

Sometimes I couldn't even believe myself 

by the fact that many people like me...

These 'people' are called BOYS (‾▿‾)

I'm sure not a gorgeous type of girl,

not a smart and elegant girl,

but...

Just a FREAK;

a complete WEIRDO;

and most of all

an おたく (OTAKU) *proud proud*!!!

 Still don't understand why people like me that much though...

Another Sleepless Night

The midnight scent of sweat,

heavy air filled my messed room in silent,

slowly touch my already damp skin and left...

The sound of deep breathing lungs,

lingering voice of Selena in endless loop,

complete my another early-morning moon

after another round of endless task and so on...

These restless visions going blur,

trembling fingers dancing upon the alphabet line

lips starts rambling another non-sense words... 

Write another rubbish

or 

die in a deep disgrace!!!

A "START" in the End of the Year

Dear people,

Many things that I've learned this year...

There are so much smile in agony,

there are so many tears of happiness...

Yet, I haven't found a reason to be grateful of myself...

This insecure feeling is creeping under my dry skin,

and torn my volatile confidence...