Rabu, Juli 24, 2013

Grateful

As we know

There are so many things in our life, that can brighten our day, make us feel grateful

Allah let us breathe these refreshing air
Allah give us chance to meet amazing people
Allah give us LIFE

The fact that we live in this world is worth to be grateful of

We can walk
We can run
We can laugh
We share laugh
We love

I think there's so much reasons that could make us happy
It is us who have to be willing enough to find that HAPPINESS

Sabtu, Mei 18, 2013

Aku, Duri

「Karena duri tidak akan pernah tahu sakitnya tertusuk」-a friend-

Tak sedetikpun terpikir,
aku, duri,
mencoba menyakiti.

Aku, duri,
hanya lindungi diri,
lindungi hati.

Karena kami lelah tersakiti.
Kami muak terlukai.

Aku, duri,
aku tak ingin menyakiti,
tak berniat melukai.

Kamis, Mei 16, 2013

Keping Memori

Mata ini tak henti
menatap kenang yang perlahan terkikis
remang cahaya pagi hari.
Sepi.
Dan debu memori terhembus angin.

Aroma gerimis
saat air mata ini menitik
masih terekam rapi.
Hening.
Tak satupun terselip
keluar dari genggam jemari.
Ironi.

Minggu, Mei 12, 2013

Munafik, aku, kamu, kalian!!!

Kata tercerai berai menjadi pedih.
Tertelan tenggorok berjejal perih.

Bibir tak pula diam terkunci.
Terselip caci,
berteman iri,
dihias dengki,
yang berlari dari nyata yang rusak terusik,
dari fitnah yang telah terbisik,
dari bual yang menggelitik.

Lidah teriris tersayat keji.
Tanpa sadar telinga terbalut tak mendengar lagi.
Mata dibutakan emosi,
terbasuh kalimat dangkal berpeluk belati.

Tertatih,
terkikis,
mati.

Sabtu, April 20, 2013

Silent Whisper (3)

It’s been months yet 
I feel that nothing changes. 
Something inside me still struggling 
with something 
that I’m afraid isn’t there.


I start thinking that I 
become smaller that I used to be. 
This heart is withering. 

I unconsciously 
started to avoid people again; 
afraid that world will hurt me again; 
afraid that I have to endure pains again.


This insecurity is killing me every day. 
But I don’t know why I should feel like this. 
I love my family, my friends.


It feels like my heart 
is about to bursting. 

There are too much unknown emotions 
that fill my chest. 

It hurts.

Why do I feel like people starts 
walk away from me?

When did I become this 
pathetic?

Rabu, Desember 05, 2012

The Weight of Silence

I'm hurting,
even in my sleep I'm crying...
I'm hurting me!
Stabbed myself in the heart and bleeding badly,
over and over again
until it's drying
until it's dead...

What do you know about me?
You know nothing...
You don't know that every lie that I've said
is ripped me apart,
torn my skin inch by inch,
took my breath second by second...

You said you're hurting...
So will you try to be me?
Will you try to endure all the pains I feel?
Will you?
Will you able to keep those pains by yourself?

Of course
I'm laughing...
But do you know whom I laughing at?
MYSELF!!!
For being this cruel,
for being this weak,
for being
me...

Senin, Oktober 22, 2012

Sorry (Dear Daddy) - by f(x)

Forgive me if I possibly hurt your feelings today. 
My immature self just said immature things. 
If you possibly can’t understand my feelings, it’s fine. 
No need for excuses, 
It’s all my fault.

Even if you don’t say everyone knows, 
both your eyes are immersed with tears. 
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart. 
You know the day I’ve opened up my heart, 
I’ll do better. 
Sorry. (Sorry) I’m sorry. (Sorry) I can’t say anything other than this.

You can still hate me for your sorrowful feelings. 
There’s no need for any expressions. 
To me you’ll be here forever.

Even if you don’t say everyone knows, 
both your eyes are immersed with tears. 
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart. 
You know the day I’ve opened up my heart, 
I’ll do better. 
Sorry. (Sorry) I’m sorry. (Sorry) I can’t say anything other than this. 

I can’t do anything other than this. 
I can’t imagine a world without you.
Although I’m lacking and deficient, 
I love you. 

Even if you don’t say everyone knows, 
both your eyes are immersed with tears. 
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart. 
You know the day I’ve opened up my heart, 
I’ll do better. 
Sorry. (Sorry) I’m sorry. (Sorry) I can’t say anything other than this, yeah. 
Sorry, sorry. So hard to say I’m sorry. 
Sorry, I’m sorry. I can’t say anything other than this.