Courage is...

courage |kʌrɪdʒ|

noun

The ability to do something that frightens one; bravery

Strength in the face of pain or grief

Every day I try hard to discover 

what kind of person I am, 

what thing I best at, 

what thing I can’t do, 

but most of all 

what I want to do in the future 

Each day I ask myself, 

forcing my brain to find an answer, 

to seek a truth 

from myself, 

for myself

I always think 

each people must have different skill, 

passion, 

and power of will

Courage, 

the thing I most need now 

There are so many things I always want to do 

but I couldn’t; 

because I don’t have any courage 

I don’t have that much confidence to do anything, 

even things that I love to do 

I can’t take it to see people 

who are better than me, 

I discouraged

I have so many dreams to pursue 

yet my heart reject to do anything 

that could make me closer to my purpose 

I feel lost 

I feel miserable 

So I’m just regretting myself, 

how I wish to be a better me

Every time I pray to Allah, 

I always wish to make my parents happy 

But with my condition, 

will I ever surpassing this mountain of doubt?